SkaLover

Sweet, salty, sweat and tears stained on my pillow case nights of swollen eyes and pouty lips drowning in my bed, now an ocean of pain drowning in the products of my hurt these tears the products of the eyes you gave me these deep, sorrow filled eyes endless seas themselves. I gulp for air, but swallow terrible memories of the past the taste of my regret lingers on the lips you gave me this quivering crimson frown my arms are flailing wildly as i attempt to pull myself out of this watery pit my aggrivated hands pull violently at the hair you gave me this flowing brown hair and as I drown in leagues and leagues of salty tear

weary nights are refreshed by your presence abate ceasless hours with powerfull eyes the moon sinks away with a hesitance a young ambitious sun is on the rise fridgid leafs decend lifeless from their boughs while crisp emotionless air disapates winter is fading as nature allows the upcoming season anxiously waits youthfull children become antiqued in time every unfledged green offers way to gray never does existance remain in its prime undoubtingly night shall give way to day nil will remain fresh young and ever true nothing but my eternal love for you

"My closets full of them I swear They're out to eat my underwear They're six feet tall with fangs so vicious They think my boxers are delicious Don't they know that they are not nutricious? My closet trembles when they growl Dirty laundry puts them on the prowl My doors shake with anticipation..." "This is all your imagination!" My mom yelled with aggrivation "Wheres your laundry" again she asks "It's smells so bad I need a mask!" She looked at me with unforgiving eyes and gave a motherly impatient "sigh" At this point I start to cry! "They ate them they ate them!" is what I said "Get the monsters out" I pled "Where's your u

I take a bite of this poinsoned apple after I remove the snake that is coiled around it the juicy lies drip down my throat and over my lips and I can feel the cold spread throughout my body and I believe what I feed apon the lies-the apple I hate this awkward feeling and I take another bite To feed my hunger for truth with more lies again and again and soon the lies are the truth i searched for and I crave the very thing that is destroying me and Im starting to grow acustomed to this pleasant numbness And I take yet another bite

Trapped Trapped in this body, in this lifetime, this society, this world, this universe something eternal stirring deep within me Theres so much more than all this Lying in wait; so close I can taste it So far that its bland ever lasting taste just slightly lingers on the tip of my tongue Tears shed for the love once had and lost Tears filled with the knowledge of life and the promise of death

A child on a see saw Ups and downs Laughs float up towards the sky Tears drop onto the green grass on my playground A child on a swing Ups and downs Swinging up towards the sky Falling quickly away from the clouds Blindly fumbling through this obstacle course Just childish games of summer on my playground Spinning faster and faster Colors flow by like paint dropped on a spinning wheel.... But I'm the one spinning and everything else is out of focus Everyone else is out of focus Childish songs sung in childish voices.... Ring around the rosey... Ashes, ashes I fall down

……….what the hell was I thinking I wish I was deaf and blind now I wish I hadn't experienced it all I thought I knew what love was …some say you have to know true love to know true hate Well than maybe I did love you Because I know the other side now How could we allow something to end so abruptly? How can you forget it all? Pretend it never happened? Pretend we never even met? I don't know who you are any more ….I don't even think I know who you were I once told you that in your eyes was shangrula…. Paradise lost

he windows are open A part of me is bare I can feel my neck shiver As the wind blows my hair The rain is coming The clouds rolling in My tears start to fall Wash off this plastered on grin The moon laughs at my flaws With her condescending grin She knows I'm defeated Don't fight you wont win I feel her blue shadow Engulfing my whole Her cheerless breaths Chill my soul I close my eyes to escape the pain But hiding does nothing When I'm at war with my brain

why so ill at ease the frowns cause the skin to crease and there are deep grooves on a face their own paths of grief each telling a story the story hidden deep within a closet covered in games and toys and childhood happiness is childhood woe another line embedded in the skin of a child the story shining in a knife dropped by a boy inocently causing a man to loose control and for terror to be instilled in his offspring hiding in a a room they weep, praying for his temper to diminish he hits repeatedly she is confused...why is he doing this? an enigma and the guilt in the child causes her to age and another crease to surface t

I close my eyes and fade into nothingness Real life is a red stain A red spot on the elegant white gown draped over my perfect body Pushing all true feelings into one crimson stain in my perfect world Now I stand on the other side of the looking glass Surrounded by those who adore me I spout out thoughts as if i were a fountain emitting the sweetest water Around me everyone is thirsty Anticipating my next line Witty and intellectual The crowd goes wild, drinking in my very soul Slowly the rouge spot on my dress grows larger The thirst of my gathering becomes quenched My gown grows a little tighter as my true figure appears Red v